Die or continue
Introduction
Wanting to die is one of the escape routes after having tried everything. It is a feeling of despair, of frustration, of lack of understanding towards the circumstances that are lived, it is an anguish that is consumed little by little and with painful moments. The human being sends signals in various ways before reaching that point.
Developing
When it is contemplated to give up the beautiful gift of life is when we begin to think that there is no way out. Wishing to die is a sad reality that many have lived or live daily; It is a thought that disturbs and leads you to believe in things that are often not real. Abandonment creates within the human being a deep emptiness, which leads you to live a life without purpose. I think that when the soul has a dead part of her and has not known God’s love, he ends up saying:
To live, I don’t have a mother, she abandoned me, I wondered why she didn’t love me. It was a bombardment of emotions, feelings and at the same time uncertainty of not being able to find an answer to what we do not understand. In full youth I wanted to die, give up, stop fighting, losing hope and ending everything I consumed me. There were several attempts and it seems that it was not time until I finally managed to fall into a dark maze caused by the effect of the pills and my mind began to move away from reality.
While I was moving away, I listened to a voice that told me it is not your time and if you have purposes; It was so strong that it brought me to reality little by little. During the time I was in the labyrinth there was an innocent girl caressing me and reading the Word of God with the faith that would return to reality. Suddenly a light entered and brought me back. It was then where I armed my value and decided to continue to think about the circumstances that a newspaper had to face.
I could understand that God loved me and as he says in his word in Psalm 27:10, although my father and my mother leave me with everything, Jehovah will pick me up. While the days passed my soul understood that I was never alone, that there was someone supernatural who took care of me and loved that I did not see it. I had to learn to feel it in my heart and believe that he could fill all the gaps.
Over the years I appreciated my life more and more. When I got to adulthood I started seeing and understanding that, if I was born with a purpose, where I was going to be able to use each experience for the benefit of those who were in a situation similar to mine. Continue was not easy, I would never tell anyone that it is easy to continue, when the road is dark, without exit and with obstacles. But of something if I am sure that everything is possible if you subject yourself to God, in the Word of God there is a verse that used it in my moments of crisis and when those desires to give me appeared. The verse is found in Philippians 4:13 and says: I can do everything in Christ that strengthens me.
conclusion
Through that word my forces were recovered and my walk continued. Having been a victim of circumstances which push you to make incorrect decisions paralyze you and do not allow you to continue. I know that many will say that it is possible to continue when the soul loads with so much pain and I would answer you: with Christ in our lives everything is possible. He had never experienced peace, love and forgive.
I currently know that many people are going through a critical moment in their lives and think there is no way out. With my reflections I would like to get your attention and tell you that when God occupies the first place in the home our lives, regardless Love, and full of life.
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