Thoughts and situations of suffering
Introduction
I find myself confined in my house for an enemy who does not know piety, but that gives me the opportunity to "talk", and therefore, I would like to describe my thinking, writing about personal feelings and postures regarding concepts that affect a fundamental core ofSociety: the elderly. Understanding that, one more day, the great creator puts his hand on me, I abstract me, and I remember one of my routines, before this confineOur body allows it.
Developing
I would like to express myself as if that were yesterday, because it will also be today. Today I have gone to the "circuit", that is, from the RC of regattas of Alicante to the city’s pichón shot, approximately 55 minutes, to my march, round trip. While he took a step and another saw people, some walk, like me, others running, young and old, they subject us with their capricious sneezing and tear.
He saw the ships fighting their moorings because the wind imposed their law, but faithful to their mission, they stayed in their mooring positions, waiting for their ownersThose moments, jumped in the bay of the port. Suddenly I think that I feel alive, and this reflection, hammers me in my head with three very different sensations, that many, many human beings suffer or have suffered: fear, suffering, old age.
It is clear that fear exists, it has, he is lived, he feels and suffers;for how long?, Personal issue, but, and if fear is accompanied by the perception of old age, in addition to obvious reality, as an unhappy complement, but embedded in the being of each one as an insurmountable truth that limits full happiness, then that duality facilitates thatemerges the shadow of misfortune;And yet there is another additive that comes to be the perfect partner to those two feelings, suffering.
Yes, I am afraid of fear, and that is why I am alert and I kill him every time that gloom intends to “snatch me!. I know how to overcome it. Don’t "smile," he planted face. I minimize it and take it from my soul and my environment, with all my might. From old age I will say yes, I feel and I am old, but not old, I distinguish that: who is a lotTomorrow, last or next week;But, he is old when his agenda is blank and he only lives thinking about the ayeres.
I can do and say many things, one better than others, and without a doubt in many above the average of mortals, I know myself, therefore, it is not a problem, for the moment, and when, it really is old, old, old,I will be, that, simply and plainly old, without more and less. But, today, at this time I am an older man with a lot. I will continue to make myself greater, on the way to my old age, with enthusiasm and peacefully.
So, I don’t understand why there is a part of my peers who want to separate us or that I voluntarily apart from life, or do not want to give me the opportunity to be "profitable" to society?, Because, in addition to having contributed to having it as we are currently living, all, of any age, condition or situation have made it reality, and, in my case, I still see that I can convey many, many, experiences and usable knowledge,But and suffering?, When he grabs you in a "Without Mercy" way, without mercy and squeezes you.
Well, immediately decrease it, and I have learned to do so and dominate it, and even, how to live with it, if necessary. It is not an irresoluble problem, it is simply to face and firmly look “his sadistic eyes” of these three personal and non -transferable sensations, unique and non -transferable to every human being, the one that most mediates and determines attitudes and behaviors is thefear. Being afraid is not bad. Letting yourself dominate for him is bad. It is sick, but, humanity has the best of antidotes, love, which scares fear.
And reciprocally, fear scares love. And not only love, fear expels;Also, to intelligence, goodness and all thought of beauty and truth, there is only mute despair;And in the end, fear comes to expel his humanity from man/woman himself. We must not be afraid, that is, you have to be on guard, fear of fear, but if you have intelligently overcome it. You have one to strive tozudally and thus arrange any psychic and physical barrier, within the possibilities of each one, and if necessary, with practical help if it becomes essential.
conclusion
The effort to achieve some clean and solidarity goal or objective, since I was very small and began to think for myself, I understood, that I should be creative and worthy, that when I cannot or do not do it when I should and that feeling of selfishness wasIt shows me in all its fullness, and immediately, I feel, that something I must correct and I try, because, inside, it encourages me to share, and as long as I can, that whole of many experiences, I will try to make them partakers.
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